I breathe grief.
It reaches my soul
lays tender my heart
drives me to
weeping tantrum through
frustration from profound
No way can I ever
change where I am.
Finality of death
bitch of a situation.
© 2016 by Shari Lynne Smothers
3WW poem for Week 477. Yes, I’m still here. Another on grief around the prompted words. I guess I can make grief bards out of anything. Still, I will try to stop now. If another one comes up, I’ll try to balance it with a happy one, too.
Tantrum in the traditional vernacular, connotes acting out violently. I don’t break things. Thankfully, I am relegated only to outbursts of uninvited, unrelenting crying. And, thankfully, the spells don’t last long.
Joy is present from time to time.
Elation another matter;
it’s scarce I find.
Sadness and grief
yet another story.
At the opposite end
of my emotions spectrum
they keep me company,
unwelcome as it is
more frequently than anything.
So adamant are they
to see me not lonely
until I frustrate myself.
Rage comes in and oddly
seems the only thing
to adequately pacify my grief
and stanch my burning tears.
© 2016 by Shari Lynne Smothers
3WW Poem for Week 476 I know I should get off the grieving truths over the loss of my mother. But, really, it’s such fertile fodder for tilling my emotions to unearth the morose verse. I’ll let it keep me until it’s spent, and I hope I’ll know when that is.
My once nimble Spirit,
easy to bounce back from set back,
is melancholy though not for no good reason.
My future, with the passing of my last parent,
is no longer visible with my hopeful eye;
That window through which I used to see
is now covered over with sorrow, opaque.
© 2016 by Shari Smothers
This is my poem for Three Word Wednesday. I’m a few days late but it’s put to bed and I rather like it. I’m heart-broken over the passing of my mom, my last parent, all the time. But, I’m not always broken up over it. It’s random and this poem is just for a moment in time. Today, I was good until two songs at different times of the day suddenly pulled the water from my eyes.
Task: Use the following words my writing:
Melancholy, noun: a feeling of pensive sadness, typically with no obvious cause; adjective: having a feeling of melancholy; sad and pensive, causing or expressing sadness; depressing.
Nimble, quick and light in movement or action; agile, (of the mind) quick to comprehend.
Opaque, not able to be seen through; not transparent, (especially of language) hard or impossible to understand; unfathomable; noun: an opaque thing or substance.
My First Two Blogging Challenges of 2011
I have accepted a few blogging challenges, two so far. The challenges I chose call on me to stretch myself out of my comfort zone—far out of my comfort zone. They are both blogging challenges that compel me to write more regularly, at least twice a week.
My reason in choosing these is to get motivated to post more than I ordinarily do, and more consistently over 16 weeks. More than that, I chose to challenge myself for two of my blogs, (now three). I’m curious to know how long I can sustain this pace, which is why I’ve taken to these challenges so readily. Besides, I want to make these changes in my routine permanent. This is a good starter.
The shorter challenge is for my work blog, The Word ‘Mage Blog, where I took up with a challenge that started at the beginning of the month. It is for 25 posts to be written through the end of the month. I won’t meet that challenge necessarily but I will keep going with it.
The longer challenge is for this blog. I only have to post two entries weekly. However, this challenge started, yesterday, 1.11.11 and continues for 111 days. Details are on Writing Spirit Blog.
To participate as a group, @WritingSpirit has set up a Twitter hash mark group, #SHINEonline, where we can tweet our participating posts. I already started my fun times here. I hope you’ll join in the relaxed fun.
I was originally going to stick with the two blogs that I started with. Since then, I’ve decided to extend this second challenge to my other blogs so that I can continue with frequent posting. I’m going to try to keep it to a minimum of 2 each for the balance of the 111 days.
This post is part of my #SHINEonline challenge commitment for 2 posts weekly; 2 of 2 for this week.
The Word ‘Mage Blog
Writing Spirit Blog
The moment I’ve been waiting for has come—actually it came last week. I’m just overly distracted with many things on my to-do lists. Of course, my distraction doesn’t diminish my excitement over being included in the anthology. It’s a delight to be included in this publication, as much as it is a pleasure to read it.
The Read Write Poem NaPoWriMo Anthology is live and ready for you to enjoy. You can read it at issuu.com, leave comments, and you can even download the book.
Find the Book
- Click the link to read it at issuu
- Or copy and paste it from here: http://issuu.com/readwritepoem/docs/read_write_poem_napowrimo_anthology
Read and enjoy!
Down to the Wire
At 17:26 CST, I emailed my chapbook submission to Robert Lee Brewer for the 2009 November PAD Chapbook Challenge. It culminated the month-long fits and starts through this morning, to edit and revise, to make better the stuff I’d posted.
I knew what I was in for when I took this on: I had to get a handle on my doubt demons and let them know this was going to happen. That’s my usual block but I really wanted this. I had to get around my family. I don’t really spell it out for them, just try to avoid them when I need to. And, my other one is the doubt about knowing what I am doing.
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