Archive for October 31st, 2009

The Country, Movies, Daddy and Me

I hardly remember
what the houses looked like
in Greensburg, Louisiana
where my daddy was raised.

In our brief visits
when my brothers and I
were children,
I got to experience
life very different
with cousins I didn’t know
who became friends fast,
as we usually only had the day.

They showed me where
to tiptoe close in
to yellow jacket nests
in the tall grass
just so we could run
when they swarmed.
I passed time
checking out the cows and bulls,
wondering how an old rickety fence
was actually enough
to corral the beasts.

I remember running backwards
with my daddy and his cousins
across a front yard
maybe belonging my great-grandparents’.
It seemed to last forever,
extending further
the harder I wished
to finally reach the porch.
Once I got there
no strength left
I sat waiting for lemonade
all out of breath
and still rooting for my daddy
who raced his cousins again.

Coming from the city
everything
seemed old and rustic out there.
It was thrilling!
I was inside one of those
cowboy movies
I used to watch
back at home in New Orleans.

No particular movies
come to mind
only the sense that I loved
watching them
and eating salted tomatoes,
just my daddy and me.

©2009 by Shari Lynne Smothers

Bad Timing

An idea came.
It stepped on my head
as I lay in bed
chanting my mantra
with the last of my strength
to call peaceful sleep
to be with me.

It was a good one
I could tell
and I would have preferred
to wake and capture it.
But that was only
a fleeting thought.

Since, so successful was
my final call out to rest
that I had not enough steam
to stave off
say nothing of pushing up
the eyes slamming shut
conscious thought
relieved of duty,
dexterity, fine motor skills
released for the night.

My final thought:
I hope it’s good enough
to return in the morning.

©2009 by Shari Lynne Smothers