Archive for August, 2009

Cloudy with a Chance to Smile

When days are drearyPollinator at Work in the Coral Honeysuckle
far flung from what I’d planned;
when the rain clouds hover then pour
seemingly
over only my head,
even then can I
find my way into a smile.

The rains come more frequently
now, nearing summer’s end
summoning this last
eruption of blossoms.
And the bees’ activities increase
to almost a frenzied pace,
in anticipation
of the birds who’ll come to feast.

Today the rain came again.
Heavy showers
washed over the flowers
of our coral honeysuckle plant,
giving them and the working bees
much needed quenching.
Rinsing everything
preparing too
for the coming guests
and gone once everything was wet.

The advance guard came
numbering two
seven days ahead of the flock.
Today I see
they’re present in great numbers
tasting flowers
flitting amongst the bees.

Delightful hummingbird, puff of energy,
wisp of a creature,
come again this year
to feed on honeysuckle nectar,
then dart up between drinks
to rest
on the neighboring tall, pine tree.

Theirs is a mission
far greater than
their collective size
and borne fully
in the tiny mass of each one:
They come to inspire and
remind us what God does
—any of us
willing and able to see.

My smile today is for noticing
this sacred simple dance in nature
and recognizing that I see
because my clouds slowed me down
impeding my progress in one area
directing my attentions
toward these other important things.

©2009 by Shari Lynne Smothers

So, Na!

How is it you can know
which way to go next?
What are your guideposts
to know when and where
to turn off your present path?

For me, there’s no better
indicator,
after extending
every benefit of the doubt
to a person,
than to have him return
only to eat my lunch
and lick the plate after.

©2009 by Shari Lynne Smothers

Self-Sabotage

Who has fault, blame
   for the state of my life
other than me,
   so I can point my finger?

Laying off the burden of
   my sorry weakened state
I’ll cuss and swear and rant
   ”That son-of-a-bitch!”

I’ll give that person
   what bitter piece of my mine
I can spare, when I’m not
   cleaning up the mess I’m in.

Of course there’ll be threats
   to tell everyone, loudly,
how much they suck
   and hung me out to dry.

“Don’t trust that fake-ass bastard!”

So, you can understand why
   I’m so frustrated and
having to hold my tongue—
   it’s because my life’s assailant
      is none other than I.

©2009 by Shari Lynne Smothers

My New Digs

I put up a new theme today.
The other one was really
quite stifling. Although,

I liked the last look
and the way things separated.
I worked real hard on
having archives pull up
the way I wanted.

Still, it wasn’t bright enough.
Even the happy poems
seemed melancholy;
the dim shadings muted
the real joys they worked
to express.

This one is all green
and fertile
full of promise.
I’ll just have to tweak it
to remove things
like “Continue Reading”
stuck on every post
automatically without my
summoning it.

Perhaps it will lessen
the blows dealt
by the darker lines
I might lay here.
It’ll be interesting to see
how I feel about it
with my first new poem
that lays out a sad story.

I think I prefer
having it this way
than the way it was,
since for better or for worse
this one is really clearer.

©2009 by Shari Lynne Smothers

Themes I think are my least favorite thing to search for. I do it when I feel the need only. And the 2.8 version of WordPress has made it so easy for me until it’s mostly painless. These are some things I thought about, the feeling to go with the form that matters to me.